你阴晴不定的心情令我很困绕。
我不知道如何开解你，帮助你。
却又不容许自己不理你。
尝试打给你，换来的只是刺耳的骂声。
我忍。
我好想你。
开开心心地一起走下去，好吗？
Saturday, February 18, 2012
Monday, January 30, 2012
向往
从来没有认真地想过自己向往的生活，或是恋情到底是怎样的。直道了今天，我在facebook看
到了一张照片。片中的女人顶着大肚子，和老公甜蜜的拥抱。老公还对她许下了承诺：妳是我最正的老婆，我愛妳的大肚子妳的妊娠紋妳的一切。
天啊！多么感人的一句话！有多少个男人会想到这样的一句话？男人所谓的承诺，来来去去都
只是，我爱你啊！一生一世什么的...女人要的其实很简单。。就算不甜言蜜语，只要用行动来
证明你是爱他的，那就足够了。
令人羡慕的是，男人到现在依旧每天坚持帮老婆洗头发。男人喜欢老婆的发香。他们小两口经
常带着肚子还未出世的小王子到处游玩。偶尔耍耍花枪，简直羡死旁人！
看过他们的profile后，我顿时明白，幸福就是那么简单。简单的动作也可以很幸福。就像我的
男朋友，他不会甜言蜜语，可是他会照顾我。。虽然现在已经没有从前那么细心了。。可是还
是待我不薄。。或许我应该更加放手。。因为，3年了，3年的感情如果不经过外界的考验，他
不会变的坚固。就当作是重考验吧！如果注定你我分不开，那狂风暴雨也不怕！他有他的朋
友，对！我也有我的朋友。。只要我们彼此还把对方放在心中，不越轨，那交朋友并不是一个
问题。
现在的我，要为自己而活。。过去的我，都是活在他的影子下。
女人要活得漂亮！
是你的就是你的，不是你的，不必强求。
到了一张照片。片中的女人顶着大肚子，和老公甜蜜的拥抱。老公还对她许下了承诺：妳是我最正的老婆，我愛妳的大肚子妳的妊娠紋妳的一切。
天啊！多么感人的一句话！有多少个男人会想到这样的一句话？男人所谓的承诺，来来去去都
只是，我爱你啊！一生一世什么的...女人要的其实很简单。。就算不甜言蜜语，只要用行动来
证明你是爱他的，那就足够了。
令人羡慕的是，男人到现在依旧每天坚持帮老婆洗头发。男人喜欢老婆的发香。他们小两口经
常带着肚子还未出世的小王子到处游玩。偶尔耍耍花枪，简直羡死旁人！
看过他们的profile后，我顿时明白，幸福就是那么简单。简单的动作也可以很幸福。就像我的
男朋友，他不会甜言蜜语，可是他会照顾我。。虽然现在已经没有从前那么细心了。。可是还
是待我不薄。。或许我应该更加放手。。因为，3年了，3年的感情如果不经过外界的考验，他
不会变的坚固。就当作是重考验吧！如果注定你我分不开，那狂风暴雨也不怕！他有他的朋
友，对！我也有我的朋友。。只要我们彼此还把对方放在心中，不越轨，那交朋友并不是一个
问题。
现在的我，要为自己而活。。过去的我，都是活在他的影子下。
女人要活得漂亮！
是你的就是你的，不是你的，不必强求。
Tuesday, December 27, 2011
Say NO to Cigarrete
I HATE SMOKER!SO WHAT?!
i really dun like smokers.
i hate smokers.
but u know what?
my beloved did smoke.
my heart broke when i got the news.
i dunno how to react.
he pretend like he has no wrong because he told me the truth by himself.
then?whose wrong?
mine?
because i cqant spend my time with him.
cannot look after him
and what he did at outside i aso dunno.
so..what can i do?
i tolerate with him.
i ask him to quit.
he say he will try his best.
i believe him but not 100% sincerely.
because too many things he promise that he will trying to do but at last he din.
i was a bit dissappointed
now,one thing to maintain our relationship.
That is TRUST.
everthing will be ok in one day.
he will quit smoke sucessfully and become a good tempered bf.
i dun hope evryone feel tat i m afraid to him
i just appreciate our relationship.
thats why i prefer to keep quiet.
i really dun like smokers.
i hate smokers.
but u know what?
my beloved did smoke.
my heart broke when i got the news.
i dunno how to react.
he pretend like he has no wrong because he told me the truth by himself.
then?whose wrong?
mine?
because i cqant spend my time with him.
cannot look after him
and what he did at outside i aso dunno.
so..what can i do?
i tolerate with him.
i ask him to quit.
he say he will try his best.
i believe him but not 100% sincerely.
because too many things he promise that he will trying to do but at last he din.
i was a bit dissappointed
now,one thing to maintain our relationship.
That is TRUST.
everthing will be ok in one day.
he will quit smoke sucessfully and become a good tempered bf.
i dun hope evryone feel tat i m afraid to him
i just appreciate our relationship.
thats why i prefer to keep quiet.
Saturday, September 10, 2011
9月11日
2个小时前，宝贝回家了。今天，它比往常回得早。看着他回家的背影，我顿时想冲上前去抱着他，不让他回。。那时。。眼泪已经在泪框打滚了。。可是好彩宝贝没看到。。因为外面太暗了。。我真的很舍不得他。。偏偏他的电话又打不出了。。不能找他。。
早上我还很期待晚上的约会。没想到时间过得真快。一下子，就结束了。。。我们去了很久都没去了的pavillion..奢侈的晚餐+奢侈的星吧克。。享受了我在kl的最后一天。。下次回来，可以再见到他时，是3个月后的事了。。我真的很没用。。都那么久了。。竟然都还不习惯离开。。离开的感觉真的很不好受。。不知道宝贝是不是跟我一样难受呢？
我答应宝贝，3个月内，我会减肥成功回来给他看。。我不想再看到他每天在我面前称赞别人了。。真受不了。。我自己是真的很希望可以成功。。其实我每次都有努力。。可是就是守不下来，然后就得到一对批评。。说我没毅力，没努力。。可是他们都没试过减肥。。根本不知道那些辛苦。。你们就是怎样都吃不肥。。我就连喝水都会肥！上天为什么那么不公平？我这次一定要成功给他们看！
最后，希望我宝贝的工作顺顺利利。。可以有钱用。。不用每天为钱而烦恼。。
12月，你等我！
早上我还很期待晚上的约会。没想到时间过得真快。一下子，就结束了。。。我们去了很久都没去了的pavillion..奢侈的晚餐+奢侈的星吧克。。享受了我在kl的最后一天。。下次回来，可以再见到他时，是3个月后的事了。。我真的很没用。。都那么久了。。竟然都还不习惯离开。。离开的感觉真的很不好受。。不知道宝贝是不是跟我一样难受呢？
我答应宝贝，3个月内，我会减肥成功回来给他看。。我不想再看到他每天在我面前称赞别人了。。真受不了。。我自己是真的很希望可以成功。。其实我每次都有努力。。可是就是守不下来，然后就得到一对批评。。说我没毅力，没努力。。可是他们都没试过减肥。。根本不知道那些辛苦。。你们就是怎样都吃不肥。。我就连喝水都会肥！上天为什么那么不公平？我这次一定要成功给他们看！
最后，希望我宝贝的工作顺顺利利。。可以有钱用。。不用每天为钱而烦恼。。
12月，你等我！
Wednesday, August 3, 2011
Wednesday, July 20, 2011
Rest In Peace
I got a sad news today.
It made my day bad!
One of the uncle in Cheshire Home Selangor pass away last night.
I was so shock when I heard that news.
Before I end my practical,I took photo with him.
And He was so strong and healthy..
Everything come so sudden.
'Good morning,uncle.'
'Bye~uncle'.......these are the things that I will say to him everyday and he always reply my greeting happily and friendly.
But now,everything became memory.
I will always miss u.
May u rest in the peace!
It made my day bad!
One of the uncle in Cheshire Home Selangor pass away last night.
I was so shock when I heard that news.
Before I end my practical,I took photo with him.
And He was so strong and healthy..
Everything come so sudden.
'Good morning,uncle.'
'Bye~uncle'.......these are the things that I will say to him everyday and he always reply my greeting happily and friendly.
But now,everything became memory.
I will always miss u.
May u rest in the peace!
Thursday, July 14, 2011
Wednesday, July 13, 2011
<.......3
坐在床上
听着HEBE的寂寞寂寞就好
看着窗外的月圆
一边写部落各
真的很寂寞
他
又在忙了
好忙好辛苦
就算病了也还要继续忙
这样认真，我应该要高兴才对
可是我就是高兴不起来
他
很好
对我也很好
但
如果脾气也可以很好的话
那该有多好
但是我知道不可能
还是自己想想就好了吧
如果他想为我改变，总有一天他会做的，就算我不开口要求
虽然他的脾气让我很烦恼
可是，我就是没办法改变他
有时让我不知道要怎样面对家人
都怪我太爱他了
今天
病依旧没有好转
反而越咳越厉害
要差不多要吃完了
真希望身体快点好起来
Tuesday, July 12, 2011
Miss u 想你
It's already 2 weeks since we last met.
已经两个礼拜没见了，两个礼拜你都很忙。
I miss you badly.
我很想你。
You are so busy.
你很忙。
Until seldom accompany me,concern me,even I am sick.
忙到没时间陪我，关心我，就算我病了，也只有一点普通问候。
Very sick.
病得很重
My night is so suffering.
晚上很痛苦
Coughing non stop during bed time is torturing.
睡觉时一直咳嗽，很折磨
I miss u.
我想你。
But I cannot complain too much.
可是我不能抱怨。
Because I know why are u so busy.
因为我明白为什么你要那么忙。
Therefore,I keep in my heart.
所以，我把一切思念，不开心的，都常在心里。
Miss u alone.
一个人独自的想你
I miss you.very much
我真的很想你。非常想。
Do u miss me?
那你想我吗？
我想让你看到这篇，可是。。你看到了吗？
已经两个礼拜没见了，两个礼拜你都很忙。
I miss you badly.
我很想你。
You are so busy.
你很忙。
Until seldom accompany me,concern me,even I am sick.
忙到没时间陪我，关心我，就算我病了，也只有一点普通问候。
Very sick.
病得很重
My night is so suffering.
晚上很痛苦
Coughing non stop during bed time is torturing.
睡觉时一直咳嗽，很折磨
I miss u.
我想你。
But I cannot complain too much.
可是我不能抱怨。
Because I know why are u so busy.
因为我明白为什么你要那么忙。
Therefore,I keep in my heart.
所以，我把一切思念，不开心的，都常在心里。
Miss u alone.
一个人独自的想你
I miss you.very much
我真的很想你。非常想。
Do u miss me?
那你想我吗？
我想让你看到这篇，可是。。你看到了吗？
Thursday, July 7, 2011
=]
Notice that my boy start to read my blog!
oops!Gonna post something happy only next time...
cannot scold him in the blog LIAO~ =]
oops!Gonna post something happy only next time...
cannot scold him in the blog LIAO~ =]
Thursday, May 19, 2011
Singapore
Long time didn't step into singapore although my college is nearby..Yesterday was my very first time went to Singapore without driving.My sis and I were so brave to take this challenge..when we dunno the way to go,we will ask the person around us..and at last we sucessfully meet my youngest sis who study at Jurong East and then we meet up with my aunt at Ang Mo Kio hub to have our breakfast.
Our original plan is going to sentosa beach..but at last..we went Orchard road window shopping!!!haha...We purposely went to Far East which located at Orchard to look for our favourite CHEESE SAUSAGE WITH POTATOES!!
$4.00
Dinner at Sarang...nice korea food!
$4.00
Wednesday, April 13, 2011
Malacca Trip
This was the very first time me and my friends plan for a trip after studied at Jb for almost a year =]
We was so so so excited!
The gang was small but we are happy!
My gang
We are searching for good food for the whole trip...eating non-stop!!!
Basically,all of us spent about RM 200 in this 2days1nights trip...and all money is only for the FOOD!!!
I cant deny that Malacca was a good place to help us gain weight...wahaha....
Many many picture lagi....but I am tired already...lazy....
So...thats all for this post!
We was so so so excited!
The gang was small but we are happy!
My gang
- Caron
- Yaw Ling
- Jacky
We are searching for good food for the whole trip...eating non-stop!!!
Basically,all of us spent about RM 200 in this 2days1nights trip...and all money is only for the FOOD!!!
I cant deny that Malacca was a good place to help us gain weight...wahaha....
acting cool....
king,me and caron
Nyonya Asam Laksa and Baba Laksa @ Jonker 88
Durian cendol @ Jonker 88
Mille Crepe @ Nadeje cafe
Variety of layer cakes @ Nadeje Cafe
I love Chocolate Banana the most!
Amoi 'yuan yang' waffle @ 三叔公
Many many picture lagi....but I am tired already...lazy....
So...thats all for this post!
Tuesday, April 5, 2011
Pay me back
If the god is really exists in this world,then please listen to me right now.
Mr God,please give me what should I have.
Since i struggle so hard,harder than others,harder than many many ppl...so..please pay me back!
I want you to pay back me accorrding what I have done.
Don tell me I am not qualified to get the pay.
If I am not qualified,then,so are them!
I can clearly remember her eyes
The moment when she staring at me and said : ada yang dulunya sangat baik,sekarang bukan saja menurun,malah terus fail!!!!
Can you imagine what I feel on the spot?
No,you cant feel
She even compare me with the bastard which always din study seriously..
If you want to compare,you are welcome
But...bastard please stay away from me...YOU ARE NOT QUALIFIED YET!
( I am sorry to scold u bastard..because i m lost of control )
People can get what they want..but why i cant
I work hard for it..but why YOU din see it..and give a little praise'ment' for me?
At this moment,I hope I can get a call from my mum...and listen she comfort me..
like this : 不用紧，下次再努力一点。
I hope she was not staring at me..我希望一切都是我的错觉
Mr God,please give me what should I have.
Since i struggle so hard,harder than others,harder than many many ppl...so..please pay me back!
I want you to pay back me accorrding what I have done.
Don tell me I am not qualified to get the pay.
If I am not qualified,then,so are them!
I can clearly remember her eyes
The moment when she staring at me and said : ada yang dulunya sangat baik,sekarang bukan saja menurun,malah terus fail!!!!
Can you imagine what I feel on the spot?
No,you cant feel
She even compare me with the bastard which always din study seriously..
If you want to compare,you are welcome
But...bastard please stay away from me...YOU ARE NOT QUALIFIED YET!
( I am sorry to scold u bastard..because i m lost of control )
People can get what they want..but why i cant
I work hard for it..but why YOU din see it..and give a little praise'ment' for me?
At this moment,I hope I can get a call from my mum...and listen she comfort me..
like this : 不用紧，下次再努力一点。
I hope she was not staring at me..我希望一切都是我的错觉
Saturday, April 2, 2011
Reactivate myself after Hibernation =]
Hi!
It's been long time since my last outing..
I've been hibernate for a long time to prepare for my exam...and now...I reactivated myself!!!! ( My exam has over!)
I found a nice food in Sutera Mall,Jb
Cone Pizza~~~
I have never seen tis in KL b4..
It's been long time since my last outing..
I've been hibernate for a long time to prepare for my exam...and now...I reactivated myself!!!! ( My exam has over!)
I found a nice food in Sutera Mall,Jb
Cone Pizza~~~
I have never seen tis in KL b4..
Cone Pizza
1 for RM6.90
Creamy Chicken Flavour
but I feel cheesy more than creamy
anyway,is ok!
I still like it so much!
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
思念
Missing someone is an 'involuntary' action..
I miss him...yet...he dunno
I need him...yet...he also dunno
He ignore me because he has another entertainment tat cannot be ignored
I try to control myself not to disturb him and concentrate in study
But I failed
I ask him : Can u pls acc me?
He says : Why?
I ans : Because i need u
He says again : okay,but his sms reply will very slow since he is doing other thing
After tis,i feel like...it's no use at all if he acc me with an empty heart
I better let him do his stuff
He is happy with my decision
Do he try to understand my feeling?
A girl have to leave her hometown,her love,her friends to a far place..
she will always feel lonely...
maybe u also miss me...but i have to say tat...SORRY,I miss u more
U have ur family beside u
But i have nothing here
so..
pls leave some times to me
tq
Thursday, March 10, 2011
Saturday, February 19, 2011
忐忑不安
折腾了一个晚上，睡觉醒来后并没有像往常一样，问题自动解决，感情依然美好，就像没有发生过东西那样。。
一觉醒来，看到的是男人在网上抱怨没有人懂他的心情。。我心里立刻酸了一下。。我又何尝不是没人懂我。。心想：你会不会因为这样而渐渐不爱我了，会不会因为这样而要离开我，打破所有曾经对我许下的承诺？？？？
我很害怕
不要说没人懂你。。因为是你不把自己放开。。发生问题时，你都在自己发脾气，不把内心的话说出来。。你不知道，其实有人已经准备聆听你的心声。。要有人懂你，就应该敢敢表达出来。。我不是你肚子里的一条虫。。你可以说我跟你没有心灵相通，可是我自问自己比任何人都了解你。。
在这里，我的朋友没几个，要不是有了他们，我的3年要怎么过怎么挨？我明白你为什么不喜欢我和他做朋友，可是没办法，他是我同班同学，很多时候都会一起做东西。。一切都是老师安排的。。不是我。。我自问对得起自己的良心，没有对不起你，心里最重要的依然是你，没有与他有太亲密的接触。。所以你不需要特地去与别的女性特别要好来报复。。我的心脏苛负不到。。。
我昨天竟然会有像要自残的念头，就因为太烦太辛苦太压力了。。。。好像回到从前那段从不吵架恩爱的日子。。。
一觉醒来，看到的是男人在网上抱怨没有人懂他的心情。。我心里立刻酸了一下。。我又何尝不是没人懂我。。心想：你会不会因为这样而渐渐不爱我了，会不会因为这样而要离开我，打破所有曾经对我许下的承诺？？？？
我很害怕
不要说没人懂你。。因为是你不把自己放开。。发生问题时，你都在自己发脾气，不把内心的话说出来。。你不知道，其实有人已经准备聆听你的心声。。要有人懂你，就应该敢敢表达出来。。我不是你肚子里的一条虫。。你可以说我跟你没有心灵相通，可是我自问自己比任何人都了解你。。
在这里，我的朋友没几个，要不是有了他们，我的3年要怎么过怎么挨？我明白你为什么不喜欢我和他做朋友，可是没办法，他是我同班同学，很多时候都会一起做东西。。一切都是老师安排的。。不是我。。我自问对得起自己的良心，没有对不起你，心里最重要的依然是你，没有与他有太亲密的接触。。所以你不需要特地去与别的女性特别要好来报复。。我的心脏苛负不到。。。
我昨天竟然会有像要自残的念头，就因为太烦太辛苦太压力了。。。。好像回到从前那段从不吵架恩爱的日子。。。
Tuesday, February 8, 2011
给给意见
男友是否可以一个人去赴一个女子的约会？
女友是否应该吃醋？
我是否应该允许他一个人去赴约？
不给他去就是不信任他？不让他有朋友？
今天
他一个人赴约去了
当初我大方的允许他去
是不想他埋怨我
我想让他有朋友
可是原来我并没有想象中的大方
我自己傻傻的心情低落了一整晚
当他赴完约
打电话给我
告诉我他们很好谈
我的心抽了一下
好酸
但我强逼自己开心地把电话谈完
你要说我自私也好
我就是会不开心
但是我却还是让你去赴约了啊
你永远不会了解这种心情
因为我知道
你根本不会让我单独跟一个男子出去
你的霸道，我何尝不了解
那我的霸道腻了解吗？
不要有下次了，好吗？
就因为我知道你不会看到我写在这里的东西，所以我很放心地写出一切
女友是否应该吃醋？
我是否应该允许他一个人去赴约？
不给他去就是不信任他？不让他有朋友？
今天
他一个人赴约去了
当初我大方的允许他去
是不想他埋怨我
我想让他有朋友
可是原来我并没有想象中的大方
我自己傻傻的心情低落了一整晚
当他赴完约
打电话给我
告诉我他们很好谈
我的心抽了一下
好酸
但我强逼自己开心地把电话谈完
你要说我自私也好
我就是会不开心
但是我却还是让你去赴约了啊
你永远不会了解这种心情
因为我知道
你根本不会让我单独跟一个男子出去
你的霸道，我何尝不了解
那我的霸道腻了解吗？
不要有下次了，好吗？
就因为我知道你不会看到我写在这里的东西，所以我很放心地写出一切
牛牛的味道
新年结束的那天，我带着沉重的心情又回到了柔佛
临走前，我的男人手中拿着我放在他车上的一只牛牛对我说：‘快叫妈咪帮你冲香香~’
于是，我便不假思索的把她抱上巴士，准备带回去洗
在巴士上，我意外发现牛牛的身上已经有股我熟悉的味道
那股强烈的味道我永远都记得
是男人的味道！
看来牛牛因为太常接近男主人了，所以有了主人的味道
当时我心想，这味道一定会让我今晚特别好睡！
怎知道
晚上我一包着牛牛
眼泪就不受控制
哗啦啦的掉了下来
那一刻，我后悔了
后悔把她带来
我好想牛牛的男主人
临走前，我的男人手中拿着我放在他车上的一只牛牛对我说：‘快叫妈咪帮你冲香香~’
于是，我便不假思索的把她抱上巴士，准备带回去洗
在巴士上，我意外发现牛牛的身上已经有股我熟悉的味道那股强烈的味道我永远都记得
是男人的味道！
看来牛牛因为太常接近男主人了，所以有了主人的味道
当时我心想，这味道一定会让我今晚特别好睡！
怎知道
晚上我一包着牛牛
眼泪就不受控制
哗啦啦的掉了下来
那一刻，我后悔了
后悔把她带来
我好想牛牛的男主人
Saturday, January 15, 2011
Its me!
Halo~its me..this is my latest photo!
Can you see the big pimple on my face??It is terrible....
Recently...I...
- Trying my best to diet!
- Play volley ball almost everyday...( I have a healthy lifestyle now =] )
- watching all TVB and Taiwan movie everyday...
- never touch my textbook =[
- Miss my home so much!!!
I will start study from next week onward...dun worry..
In 2011 , I hope everythings will go well and smoothly..
I hope , I hope and I must continue be the Top 5 in my course!
In 2010 , I achieved my wish...so i believe that I can do it in this year too!
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