Saturday, October 2, 2010

Worst day that I ever had!

I never have such feeling occured on me together at one time before this...
  • Tension
  • Scaring till shivering
  • nightmare bout the exam
  • depressed
  • desperated
  • frustrated
Wondering why?
yea...today i had my OSPE which is the most tension subject for me...i cannot perform well because of my tension..the day before the exam,i can even dreamed of the situation during the exam...DO YOU KNOW HOW TERRIBLE THE FEELING WAS??!!
I sigh uncountable time...keep jumping in the waiting room..At that time,i was thinking of...I passed all the subject...I cant fail in this session...yet....i think i failed...
I have no confident after i walked out from the exam hall...i know everything is gone...
I walked back to the room......and....finally.....i cried......in the silent room alone...i cant remember how many times i had cried in this lonely and silent room..I dont like my room..its quiet...too quiet...i feel lonely in the room...no one can chat with me...
But now is ok...i like tis room...i shared my sadness with it although they cant answer me...

For me,myself,
You can do better..don give up easily!!Struggle and u will get the pay back in the future!You must believe that u can do everything that a top student did and you may also do what they cant achieved!!!^^YOU CAN DO THIS BECAUSE YOU ARE TAN ZINC YUN...A GIRL THAT IS NOT STUPID!! (tis is what my mum told me ) I hope tis is true... and i know IT WILL BE THE TRUTH!


Everything will be good!